I had the worst day ever yesterday. First i lost my bus, i saw the girl i liked but treated me bad and that made me feel really bad wich is stupided because i see her almost everyday, the lady who is nice to me at work is acting weird, im studying too much, while going back home and waiting for the bus i almost past out out of anxiety, my water already had run out, i waited 40 minutes for my bus and when it came it was full and i couldnt get in, i had to take the bus that was the closest to my neibourhood, and i had to walk home to my neibourhood with a 3,35 inches heel. When i got home i was with my tongue dried, wanting to piss, puke, passs out all at once... i rean to the bathroom and when i got back my mother was with an angry face saying "have you seen me today?' just because i ran to the bathroom and didnt talked to her. I hate how she saw the way the i was and she could only think about herself. A couple of days ago i was really sad at work and a lady who i barely know was really nice asking how i was and even gave me a forehead kiss... A stranger worries more about me then my own mother... well i took a shower, ate and went to sleep at 19:00 pm because my body couldnt handle anymore and my eyes were twitching...Maybe it was because of the new moon in aries. Thats it for today, i hope we can have a good day today. May hekate bless our day.

And today not going to lie, at the end of the month i need to go to the beach then a club and get really drunk...

This sunday i had an exame for me to be able to get in a public college, one of the best here in brazil, i went pretty bad but at least it was an experience, next time i will do better. This sunday i have another exame but this time for a job, i hope i do better in this one:) i was called to hang out with two group of friends, probably it will happen nest month, i started making money with my tarot readings and im happy about it. Well i guess thats it, bye.

I work in somenting for young people and now i have to stop the job for now and go only to my work classes for half a month. I will miss my coworkers, but i will also have the afternoon for me... since i didnt had that because i work in the afternoon.. I hope that when i get back i have alot of good things to say, im reallu happy about writing here, my digital diary. I know im not good at programming but since this is only a way for me to spend time and talk about things i like or things that are happening, than its all good. Imj listening to king of sorrows by sade right now, and i have something to say. A couple of older women here in my work dont like me; i came to work with a better looking dress and i saw that they didnt liked that, i even think that one of them was say something to the women of the next room. Since i got here i notice that, when i say good morning that dont answer or answer with a annoyed face, they look at me with a annoyed face and even ignore me. But they are so nice to my male coworker that works with me. i fell watched, overhated, im just not alone because the other half of the women are nice to me, and im gratefull for that. Even with this bad people im gratefull i have a work. but im mad tho, i hate when women get old and they start to hate young women just beucase we are still young; I hope that when i get older im never becoming like that.

Can you believe that the person doing our work calender didnt remembered that we had to go to our class the whole week. Now im back at work, saturday i will make a moon tattoo. i Went to the doctor to fix my teeth today, and now im at my lunch at work. im making a page to talk about greek gods. and yall... the girl who i stoped talking and she was ignoring me started replying to my texts in a group chat. we are in the same group for almost a year now and i didnt talked to her anymore and i didnt tried and she made the best of efforts to show that she didnt wanted to talk to me, untill last week when she replied to a text i made for someone in the group chat... what does that meannnnnnnnnnnnnnn??? anyways, still no hello in real life tho. I hope the page for the gods look good.

Im going to do my tattoo tomorrowwwwwwwww, a moon in my chest, im so happy, but i think that at the moment i will be really scared, but so happyyyyyy. i bought a mini skirt two days ago, ughhh... summer i will be readyyyy. im also with really long nails and its hard to type, plus or im just happy and feeling good, or im in mania, i will let you know in the following days.

I did my tattooooooo, im so happy but at the same day my gastritis attacked my stomach, it was so much pain, three days later im still in a gastriti crises. but friday im going to a so called "frat" party. "calourada" im waiting to have so much fun even thou i cant drink because of the tattoo and gastritis. most of the stuff for my house has arrived, and im so gratefull with the gods for it. last weekend i was asked to be a part of a video for a store and i did it, i also bought a few things there, and in another store i bought a few thing for the gods. i think thats it for today:)

Im going out tonightttttttttttttttttttttttt, so happy, im going to show my tattoo for the first time and use the new clothes i bought plus i passed to the second fase of exames to get in a public college. Im also sick to my stomach, i cant drink nothing but water or juice, cant eat nothing that will upset my stomach, but this will not slow me down. Im so ready for the good things to come.